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But I mean, that just means hopefully I’m doing a good job. And I didn’t just have one of their problems, I had of them. I called my ex Mickey immediately and apologized, and he’s never once not talked to me. I did lose a couple of people along the way and all you can do is apologize. The clients coming to me, 9 times out of 10, most people just want to feel beautiful. And then the video stuff is the hardest work there is. If we’d been alone together maybe, but even then, 9 times out of 10 my guys are straight. I think that’s an interesting point, but there are people, let’s say, to just play devil’s advocate, like people like our Sword commenters would say, “Well he’s a sex addict, he goes into porn and escorting, he’s delusional.” I just had an interview done by Rentboy that was posted by Queerty, and some really nasty comments were posted. Generally they’re going to be coming from people that have never done this. And again popularity, not exactly my favorite part of this business. I had to pay the bills that’s what it came down to. This is the reason I was good at sales before this. Especially knowing what somebody wants even if they don’t. I think all of my friends right now have done this kind of work at some point in their lives. So I sat there and listened to them video booths, masturbation, etc. So it’s not like, first off, it’s not always sexual, and it’s definitely not like, I have to have it. People always message me, “It must have been so hot to fuck so and so” and I’m like actually it really wasn’t. You don’t make a ton of money being a porn star, I can vouch for that. When the 2008 crash happened my job tanked a bit and I tried little things here and there, but it wasn’t really cutting it. All you do is keep your side of the street clean and everything kind of happens,” he says, reciting a key lesson he learned from years of therapy and treatment. Over dinner the first of three he’s scheduled to eat tonight we talk at length about the unusual childhood moments that made him a better escort, why sex work doesn’t pose a threat to his sex addiction issues, his relationship with porn star Tyler Wolf, and that oft-commented-upon belly-button tattoo. My family’s extremely important to me, and to be able to give those people to someone else would be a goal well met. Mainly because I wouldn’t want to subject them to my lifestyle. This slow all night creeping towards each other, where your heart is pounding so hard, you’ve probably lost 18 pounds by the end of the night. We fooled around and it was the first time I had ever been with a guy. I think I’ll give it at least a three-year try and I’m about a year and a half in.” Charming, kind and surprisingly down-to-Earth despite his 6-foot-4-inch, 250-pound, Herculean stature, Randy Blue’s favorite top and multiple award-winning escort is filled with insight into what brought him to the place he’s currently at, what his circumstances say about him, and the realities of a long-lasting future in a fickle business. After bulking up and having his good looks set in around age 27, guys soon started throwing themselves at him and he developed a serious sex addiction which cost him a relationship and many friends.
Which I get because it turns me on to see my boyfriend getting fucked. Because most of these people are fairly average and normal. They come into New York and spice up their love life. I think most naturally attractive people are assholes, just because they were never humbled by being too ugly or fat or skinny. I’m 6’2″ and so I have the same experience being a skinny very tall person. So kids just tend to pick on the kid that stands out anyway. I think I was just too young and the metabolism was just too high no matter how much I ate, it was never going to do any good, and I refused to do steroids to get bigger. The stigma behind steroids was pretty stupid to me. We don’t really get to choose where this weight falls. So you start to get bigger and do you have a moment early on where you realized people were treating you totally differently? Like I may have gotten made fun of but nobody ever wanted to get in a fight with me because they knew who my family was. I have a couple of clients in Dallas I’m from Texas and they took us all out to dinner once. Who was the first guy that you actually had as a client? I won’t say his name, but I actually don’t let him hire me any more. I don’t like bottoming, I’m much more low-impact if I have to do it. He wanted to bottom for me, and of course I was kind of into the whole thing. And I remember I stood up on the bed and I reached over and I grabbed a condom and he’s lying down in front of me, and as I’m putting the condom on without even touching himself he came, just from kind of looking at me. We’ve had a lot of suicides over the past couple of years that have been very sad, and I think that’s large part to do with that. I had glasses and a bad haircut and I was extremely thin growing up. I started trying almost immediately when I moved here, 21, 22, though I was not successful at all. I think that’s the reason I kept it up the way I have. Charming and sweet, and surprisingly smart when you’re not expecting it. Completely unsure of himself, unaware that he was sexy of course. But a lot of guys sadly we’ve seen them not handle it well. At what point in childhood were you getting made fun of? And somehow along the way developed a sex addiction, and what happens is whenever you go from being unattractive to not just attractive, but a couple of steps above, at least that’s how you’re being treated. You can go and look at that Queerty thing, my very first boyfriend, Gino, from when I was very young and very stupid, who’s just completely fat and disgusting when I’m saying disgusting it’s not because he’s fat it’s just he’s a disgusting person. He made a lot of comments on that site, and he would have been one of those guys who would have sent it all to my mother. I wondered if they were just going to start grabbing on me. No matter how big I get or how good looking people tell me I am, when I look in the mirror I still see skinny arms, skinny legs. I didn’t handle it very well which was part of the reason my relationship ended, because next thing you know I was sleeping with all these people. So he would say, “Handshakes are they flimsy, stiff, strong? I didn’t want anybody else telling them, in the wrong way. Also my uncle is in the American Karate Hall of Fame.